Mal..
so.. I've decided to withdraw from Mal this year. I don't want to take the Jazz program, and I never did want to. Yes, it's good because I need to learn piano, and basic theory, but 4-something grand is a little much to pay for those two courses I could get elseplace and still have time for other things.
My life, Instead will be composed of working, yay for the canadian tire gas station, belly dancing lessons that start next teusday, Sharon's choir, and maybe some art. If I can find some art courses. I'm pretty excited about it... Just knowing that I'm not going into the Jazz program takes this big cloud away from other my head, and a huge boulder-like weight thing off my shoulders. Mainly because I know I should want to do it, but I was so unthrilled. I went there and withdrew, and the person made me feel bad about it. psh. i'll show her. right in the face.
What I DO want to take at Mal include things like liberal studies, and art history, and art. NOT Jazz.. I'm very sorry, it seemed like a great program... but it's not what will make me happy right now.
I need to learn how to paint.. I'm getting pretty good at the sketching and shading, but next I wan to learn paint. When I went with Kyle to withdraw from The Jazz program we went to the bookstore, and I drooled uncontrolably over art supplies. I think that says something.
Tonight I get to go to Youth group again!! I'm psyked, I've missed it. And this year I have less things standing in my way of going. Namely School.
When I get a new computer I have to remember to get a firewire and video editing software.. I can't not have that option, it sucks.. If only I'd had one when I was doing the video with derek, we would have actually gotten somewhere with it. I think it was not too bad, we could have won something.. sigh. But now I'm too old to enter the behind the smokescreen contest. Oh well, Derek will help me find other video contests, so hopefully I'll have annother chance to explore that passion.. wow, I really have no Idea what i want to do with my life!!
kk, i have acting, illiustrating, or directing. unless I find something better. sigh. I hope i figure it out!!
anyway, whatever.. I have my whole life to do that. I'm done now, I've got a youth group to go to! *dun du-du-daaaah!!!*
cheers .:
My life, Instead will be composed of working, yay for the canadian tire gas station, belly dancing lessons that start next teusday, Sharon's choir, and maybe some art. If I can find some art courses. I'm pretty excited about it... Just knowing that I'm not going into the Jazz program takes this big cloud away from other my head, and a huge boulder-like weight thing off my shoulders. Mainly because I know I should want to do it, but I was so unthrilled. I went there and withdrew, and the person made me feel bad about it. psh. i'll show her. right in the face.
What I DO want to take at Mal include things like liberal studies, and art history, and art. NOT Jazz.. I'm very sorry, it seemed like a great program... but it's not what will make me happy right now.
I need to learn how to paint.. I'm getting pretty good at the sketching and shading, but next I wan to learn paint. When I went with Kyle to withdraw from The Jazz program we went to the bookstore, and I drooled uncontrolably over art supplies. I think that says something.
Tonight I get to go to Youth group again!! I'm psyked, I've missed it. And this year I have less things standing in my way of going. Namely School.
When I get a new computer I have to remember to get a firewire and video editing software.. I can't not have that option, it sucks.. If only I'd had one when I was doing the video with derek, we would have actually gotten somewhere with it. I think it was not too bad, we could have won something.. sigh. But now I'm too old to enter the behind the smokescreen contest. Oh well, Derek will help me find other video contests, so hopefully I'll have annother chance to explore that passion.. wow, I really have no Idea what i want to do with my life!!
kk, i have acting, illiustrating, or directing. unless I find something better. sigh. I hope i figure it out!!
anyway, whatever.. I have my whole life to do that. I'm done now, I've got a youth group to go to! *dun du-du-daaaah!!!*
cheers .:
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